what you did to me and put me through was so unfair, yet i constantly put up with it over and over. how dare you threaten me and feed me lies when you knew would make it harder for me to escape you, you and your strange ways of loving me, holding me, kissing me. you don't deserve this.. any of me and you never did. the things i did for you even when i didn't want too, i think about constantly, it isn't fair i didn't want to hurt you, but you left me with no choice. i think about those choices daily and all it does is worry me and stress me out. why did you try and ruin me? i thought you loved me.. cause i know for a fact i loved you and never would do any of the such to you.