it’s been months since we last talked. i can’t function as a human anymore. i’ve missed you and i feel so fucking terrible for being unable to help you. i have been contemplating wether to live. i feel so numb, my battles in life have been harder without you by my side. i don’t blame you. you’ve probably moved on and writing this will fuck up any chance of a friendship. i miss you with all of my heart. i miss my best friend, my love, and i miss every part of you. from your rosy cheeks to your goofy smile.
you probably hate me. i don’t blame you, im a shit person.
just...
break my heart for the final time.
just break up with me. i can’t move on.
i feel hopeless.
i feel stuck in time.
i feel fucking pathetic.
i miss you.
i still love you...