Linda, I hope you realize your worth. You can’t keep doubting yourself and holding yourself back. You’re missing out on life. You always say you aren’t good enough but won’t believe it when someone shows you that you are. It breaks my heart that you don’t see your beauty. BTW that man will be your soulmate if God truly believes it to be true love. You two have a bit more growing to do before you both can align paths but when you all do it will be beautiful. Learn to love yourself first and all else will fall into place. Don’t give up hope.