i know you're probably still thinking about a lot of things you shouldn't be at your age. i know things are hard for you right now but I hope that you know I'm always thinking about you and wishing the best for you. i told you today that I finally found someone I love, I couldn't figure out it at first but finally with some help I figured out that I really do love someone. this person is you. you might think that this is weird since we've been best friends for so long and I understand that. I'm fine with it just being a one-sided love, with only me thinking about you and loving you cause that brings me so much happiness already. i wouldn't want to ruin our friendship. thank you for everything. i love you and I would die for you any day.