I don't know exactly what I feel or what I want, but I believe that the love I have for you is real, because despite all the damage you caused in me, a part of my heart loves you and will always thank you for being with me. . In the time apart I thought of you, nights with hatred and nights with tears in my eyes questioning the reason for your actions and mine. I don't think I can forgive everything that happened but I hope I have peace and learn to live with it and that one day it won't hurt so much. I do not feel ready for a relationship, maybe you are the person but it is not the time, and if so, life will bring us together later with the same love in our hearts. I love you forever.