you said you were immature back then, but i think in a way you still are. i know i don't know you that well anymore, but i think someone mature would not ask someone to be friends and then leave them on delivered for two months. i still have a soft spot for you and if you come back again i will hesitate to say no, but i know you aren't good for me and i can find someone better than you. someone who will fight for me, someone who won't end our friendship, and someone who will actually stay. i spent the last year trying to move on and trying to forget about you. i never could but i think now i can. i found someone who makes me happy, maybe not like you did but he is making me realize i shouldn't be sad over you anymore. i wish i could feel the way i felt about you with him, but because you hurt me so bad i don't think i ever will. you broke me to the point where i am afraid to ever fall in love. i hope that one day i can love someone the way i wanted to love you. see you in another life loser