From: ABC
To: him
Date: January 7, 2021, 1:43 pm
Hi. I hope you don’t see this & if you do I’m sorry I had to go away. Life was making me insane and needed some space to breath. But now I think you hate me and don’t want anything to do with me. You thought I just wanted to play games, but whole time I’ve been going to therapy, seeking help, and working on myself. And I don’t want to die anymore, which is a plus.
I don’t know if we will ever speak again and that isn’t up to me. My love for you was so fucking pure. I thought you were the one. Even after you cheated on me. How fucking silly of me. And I can’t decide if I would still think of you today had we been in different circumstances currently. I miss calling you baby, and sleeping in your arms. The thing is I can’t have you and lose you again, that hurt too much the first time. This is getting long yikes I haven’t written you in awhile. I’m proud of you. So fucking proud of you. And I miss you more than you will ever know. Goodbye my love