I’ve never told anyone this, but I’m pretty sure I loved you. I’m sorry I never told you, but I didn’t want to fuck up our friendship. You were truly the only person around at the time who made me genuinely happy. By the time I was realizing how I felt, a lot of things just kinda happened all of a sudden & prevented me from wanting to tell you. Visiting you made me kinda sad bc I realized how our dynamic has changed. I miss you a lot still tho.