Unsent Messages

To my first love, thanks for being in my life. thank you for giving me the first experience of being in love. Thank you for teaching me how to smile. Even though we've rarely talked, it felt like we've known each other for a long time. Thank you, for giving me the opportunity to love you. Thank you for existing. I'm sorry for not being there when you're in a bad place. Sorry for not being able to back you up when people were saying nasty things about you. Sorry for not talking to you after high school. Sorry, i didn't tell you sooner that I would be moving to a different state. I thought that you never loved me. I thought it was a one-sided love. I thought i was a fool every waking hour, for loving you. My friends thought that I was crazy, and I did so too. But I know, deep in my heart, I never regretted loving you, and I'm sorry, for not confessing my love to you earlier. I'm sorry that you thought I was with someone else, when the whole time, I was in love with you. Everytime I passed you, every morning, every time we passed, your butterflies fluttered in my stomach. It never failed to overwhelm me.