hi. every night i pray that you are not hurting yourself in any way. i always end up crying because i feel like i lost one of my closest friend. please come back when you're ready. i know you are dealing with an unimaginable amount and no one deserves to go through that alone. i wish you'd talk to me like a friend. i just wish i could help. deep breaths please.
ps- please respond back to my text, it really helps.