sometimes i wish u guys would just break up. i try to convince myself that u guys won't last and u and i will reconnect in anyway soon. deep down i have this gut wrenching feeling that u guys will last even tho we are all still young. who knows what will happen all of the shit i submit on here is just stuff i am too scared to say to u well not scared i just can't i don't want u to see me like this ig i want u to think that idc but deep down i think i have always cared more about u and "us" more than u did.