I love you. You say you love me but you never fucking show it or act like it & you confuse all the time. You never text me first, barely post me, you don’t care when I’m mad at you, you never write me paragraphs while I’m upset but when you’re upset I always do. You always look at other girls when I have told you it makes me feel insecure & uncomfortable, you told me you stopped but you lied about it which really hurt me. You’re such a bad boyfriend but I love you so it’s too hard for me to leave you. I literally hate myself for not being able to leave you. You have made me feel so much more insecure about myself & you made my eating disorder even worse.