It's been 3 years now.
I miss the way you'd rest your chin on top of my head, how you'd squeeze my sides, how you'd make me feel safe. I think we met too soon. I think I wasn't ready and the circumstances just weren't right. I hate that we never got a moment alone. I hate that we never kissed. I'm sorry I didn't communicate properly, maybe we'd still be together. I'm sorry I could never see you outside of school. I really was the problem. But I'm better now and I'm so close to being free. I count the days until I'm hundreds of miles away from here. Can we try again?
Please?