imagine trying to force tears out for attention but then when someone who cares abt you asks whats wrong you try to make it seem like nothings wrong when its obvious that somethings wrong but you make it so obvious that your lying. ur extremely difficult and it makes it hard to be friends with u tbh. and when other people dont want to tell you their personal bussines or if its not someone's bussiness to tell you another person's bussiness then stay the fuck out of it and worry about your own damn problems because you have a lot to work on.