From: ABC
To: Eliza
Date: December 1, 2020, 3:07 pm
you hurt me so much. you used me. i was 11. you manipulated me into thinking all that stuff was ok you incoraged me to have and eating dissorder and self you made it seem normal you made me feel special for being ill like it was our own special world i everyone one was against us. you were 16. and you used me. i understand that you were sick too but that doesnt make it right and that trama has ruined my life i cant go out with out having panic attacks i am working so hard to overcome depression and an eating dissorder and its your fault i trusted you and you manipulated me and the worst part is you dont even know so i have make small talk with you at family events. Im told by my parents that there upset that me and you arent as close as we used to be, but it kills me everytime i see you cus i can tell your not eating i can see your slowing dying and it pains me not know how you are but i cant allow my self to get sucked into your world again especial after its taken me 5 years in therapy to begin to unpick the damage you have done. but in a weird way i still love you and i realy hope you are getting the help you need
