I can’t get you out of my head lately.. it’s strange. I think about your voice, your smile, and f****** you. You deserved better than what I gave you.. I didn’t deserve the time you spent waiting for me to get it together and I didn’t deserve all those chances. I still believe after all this time that you are my soulmate that I let slip away.. I was too insecure and I really wish I had some manly advice when I was younger.. I’m especially sorry that I never had the chance to talk about it and tell you my feelings. Not that you’d care, but it would have been nice to get it off my chest.