saying things are hard would be the biggest understatement, but I have hope things will get better. I know you’re sick of hearing about hope and I don’t blame you. I don’t understand everything you go through but my heart breaks knowing you deal with what you do. I’m so incredibly proud of you for simply being here honestly, and anything and everything you do. I’m not great with comfort or offering advice which I’m sorry for but I’m always gonna be here for you, whatever happens I’m gonna support you the best I can. I’m sorry for all I’ve put you through. I know it’s hard but please try keep your head up and be as comfy and cosy as you can. please stay. I love you so so much al.