Unsent Messages

A friend told me to do this so here i am. you’ll never see this but i miss you dummy, the way we would text all night and morning, the way we would laugh at each other, even smiling though text, i think those were probably some of the best times we had, so i wanna ask when did you start to get bored of it? i never wanted to admit it, but i tried to do everything to keep you from getting bored because to me it was the best thing, i’m scared to commit to someone, afraid to let someone have that power of my emotions, but if it was you? i’d make you mines again, but that wont ever happen will it? i’m just waiting here, waiting to meet someone like you again. I hate you so much, for making me feel this empty without you. i used to see guys and think oh he’s cute, we would be so cute, Now i think oh he’s cute ... but he’s better off with someone other than someone like me, i think i’m worthless now, and that everyone will get bored of me like you did. You showed of your cars, your money, the houses you had, girls wanted you for it, i just wanted to show you that i loved you, that i was happy w you even if you had no money or had money, i guess that wasn’t enough. This is goodbye adrian, it was fun while it lasted, if you do somehow end up finding this, you’ll know what the 10 means :)
-from what was yours.