Unsent Messages

i really like you but i can't tell the difference between my platonic and romantic feelings because of things in the past, but to avoid me confusing my feelings i'll never tell you how i feel most likely but hope we'll always remain friends. i can see its became increasingly difficult for us to remain in contact but i hope you dont forget about me so i can figure out my feelings in time, and though there is a possibility of me feeling nothing other than loving you as a friend i know its more likely its romantic feelings. its hard to distinguish because of my first relationship in having my emotions toyed with but i know you'd understand. i'm happy that we came to be friends and grateful for you but now i feel us slipping further and further apart and all i can ask is you don't let me go, because i never plan to let you go. thanks for being a good friend who listens and gets me through difficult times and hopefully soon my feelings will becocme clearer.