From: ABC
To: Kai
Date: December 9, 2020, 9:58 pm
i apologize for everything. everything ive written is really just to get stuff out. not for people to actually take in. and im sorry to ariel. it was just all the information i got from sis and hers relationship was from when sis talked to me and from other people. i wish i could hate you too. or that you could hate me. or that ariel and sis would hate me. or i could hate them but i dont. i wont burn your clothes. thats not my thing ya know. the colts shirt is fine. honestly it looks better now. anyway ill beheading out of your life as much as possible. although with pep band that might not go so well. and school work sucks. and being quarantined hasnt helped my motivation either. im realizing that all the feelings that im feeling you probably are in certain aspects. i apologize for everything i write on here lol. although they were thoughts that i had yes. and thoughts i sometimes still have. but i don't intend them to hurt. and i know they do. thank you for the time i was given with that friend group. the world just seems out of balance- literally and metaphorically- and i just wish something would go right for everyone
-allie
(oh and im sorry for assuming you were ready to talk. i mean i didnt know if you were ready but i knew maybe if we tried to communicate there wouldnt be well miscommunications. that was my bad)