I wish you would just free yourself from your past and to move forward. I know we've just met but for some reason I feel your pain. How exhausted you are, mentally and physically. I'm really really sorry for you. I wish I can make you feel better sometimes. I know what you're going through. I know how much you just want to have a nice sleep at night and not having anxiety and not being able to sleep because a memory keeps haunting you. I get worried even though I don't know you enough. I worry that something might happen to you and i'd lose a good friend. I want you to be okay.