From: ABC
To: dean
Date: December 9, 2020, 9:36 pm
i’m sorry if i hurted you for leaving, imma admit the first time it hurted me too because i just came out of something toxic and you understood, you made me believe in real love and you never asked me for my body, you never brought up anything about my body until it was time and i’m greatful for that, now every time i got to that one beach where i talked to you it hurts but makes me so happy it reminds me of you. I’m also sorry for the 2nd and 3rd time the second time i was texting you and the next day i ghosted you cuz that toxic person texted me, the last and 3rd time i left cuz of that same toxic person i didn’t leave with them but i left cuz of them cuz they fucked up my mental health so bad i didn’t want to affect you, and i know you were also unmentally stabled too so that’s why i left again, again it hurted but it was for the best. Now we are trying again and i want to make it the last time, i’m greatful you let me in again, i love you so much but i know you don’t, i mean i don’t blame you after everything i did to you i thought you weren’t even going to give me a chance i’m glad you did though. I just want this last time to work really bad that’s why instead of me telling you, you deserve better i’m changing myself for the better, and i will try to get you anything you want money is useless to me anyways all i want is true love and loyalty. Thank you dummy