you were one of the best things in my life, i was so blinded by your light that when i realized i was in love with you it was too late. you were already gone. ik i was just an experiment to you but to me you were so much more. it hurt when she told me that when talking about me you seemed uninterested. it hurt to lose the light of my life but the worst part? the worst part was realizing everything i had lost. whenever i see this shade of blue i cant help but think of you. ik that if i could go back in time and change things i wouldn't. i wouldn't because if that never happened i would have been in hell. why would you do this to me? why the hell am i still in love with you?