I know i broke your heart. It was all my fault. But I want you to know that I was as much hurt as you were. I did it because of my mental condition. I didn't want you to suffer with me. I know you're over me now, but I miss you. You were the first person that actually loved me. I fucked up so badly. I miss you so much and my heart is bleeding every time I think of you. Please take care of yourself and don't make the same mistakes as I did. I love you so much but I know we won't ever talk again.