Unsent Messages

Yeah maybe i was in love with u and u broke my heart. I know we were never dating but our friendship meant everything to me. U were always on my mind. U were my everything. i loved you but u didnt think the same. i know u moved on and forgot about our freindship. i remember when you first told me you were scared of puppets that look like dogs and i made fun of u. i remember in socials class when our teacher would get mad at us for talking or laughing. i remember our hour long conversations that kept us up for hours. i remember walking in the dark and riding in the shopper cart. jacob i really thought we were gonna end up together at some point but right now it doesnt seem like u even want to look at me. i miss u. i miss talking to u. im sorry for not being good enough. im sorry that i was toxic and a shitting friend sometimes. im sorry i didnt talk to u during summer. i was a shitty friend. if your happy without me please dont look back. i will always love you. i hope i really hope we can talk again and maybe its gonna take me a while to move on but i promise ill get there and be better for u. as many letters love songs sleepless nights and tears it takes i will move on for u.
goodbye jacob
i love you.
love,
ur forever friend