From: ABC
To: L
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:57 pm
Sometimes I wonder what would happened if you didnt sat to me in that class. Would I fall in love with you? Would you fall in love with me?
I love you. I really do. For a year now. I know we are going through some bad times both and we need each other.. so why won't you let me in? I just wanna be with you.
I love you so much and I don't think I'll ever stop. Even if you'd disappear from my life I would still think about you like a love of my life. I love you so badly that I hate you. You made my mentall health so bad, you made me feel so worthless, useless and UNLOVEABLE sooo many times. I hate you for it.. I hate you so much I wish you could see what you did to me. I know I hurt you too, I hurt you so bad I know. I am sorry for that but you hurt me so much too. Even tho I hate you so much I love you and I need you in my life so badly. All my world is turning around you, I don't know what I would be without you. You make me feel so safe, so powerful, so beautiful.
I know he hurt you and it makes you feel hopeless with love. But I can give you what he couldn't. I know he crushed you, I know he broke you. Let me help you, let me be there for you. Even tho you don't deserve me, I'm here for you.
I don't think you'll ever read this and even if you would, you wouldn't think of me. But if you are reading this.. I LOVE YOU, you deserve the whole world, I will never meet anyone like you, you make my heart melt.
I love your smile, your sparkly eyes, your beautiful laugh, your hair. You are perfect in every way. Don't let anyone let you down.
love you.
A.