idek why i’m doing this. i want you to want me. part of me is thinking maybe if i told you how i felt, you might tell me the same. the other part thinks that’s the dumbest idea. you are so different from other boys. you want more than they do. you want something real. we look for the same things in relationships but ig that doesn’t matter to you. i hope if you and her turn into something, that y’all will be so happy.