im sorry for not being there when you needed me. i sometimes find myself wondering about how our relationship would've changed if i was there, or if i told you that i loved you. or if i told you that i wished "dustin" was actually you. where ever you are now, i hope that you are living your best life and are always truly happy (b/c if anyone deserves true happiness, its you). i hope that one day we'll meet again and we'll laugh at the dumb cringey shit we did when we were young. though, i dont think i would be able to tell you that i think a part of me will always love you. thank you for being you and please never stop being you.