sometimes i get nightmares of all the things you used to do to me , and i dont know how to tell anyone how you made me feel it hurts that i cant express to the person i love the most because they you the most , you still try to take advantage of me and make those horrible nights happen again , you have made me develop issuses that i can not explain , i think about harming myself just thinking abt it , i will nevr tell anyone abt this i just keep it botteled inside hoping that one day i will just forget it , and for that , if your reading this i never want annything to do with you ever again.