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we didn't get the ending i wanted. but don't be mistaken. the ending i wanted was one final fight. one final chance for me to yell at you. to tell you every single way you managed to hurt me. the way you managed to hurt my friends, too. i wanted to tell you all of that. i wanted to get it off my chest and then never ever see you again.

instead, you just faded out. one day you disappeared from my life and i haven't seen you since. i should be excited to never have to see your face again. to move on to people who actually love me. yet, part of me wants more than just your absence. i want to be the one to drive you away. i want you to leave knowing how horrible you are. and for that, i might be a bad person. i don't care anymore. because the truth is, i didn't care how much you hurt me at first. none of that mattered until you hurt her. then, i knew i wanted you out. you better hope i never see you again.

fuck off.