From: ABC
To: levi
Date: November 14, 2020, 10:36 am
I don't hate you and I never will. but you make it so hard for me to not be angry with you. you have treated me poorly and you can tell me off and say that I hurt you more and that I was cancerous, or a bad friend, or just another girl that tried to use you, stop. we both know that's not the truth. but if you find it easier to hate and blame me then I can't change that. I want you in my life but there are things that you need to grow from. I don't think you want to do that though, and I honestly know that you probably want nothing to do with me ever again, but all I want to say is I love you. I will always have that love for you it's true, even when you break my heart into a million pieces and make me feel like shit. I will never lose that care, even when you think I don't. I wish it was easy to let you go but, it's not, and I really don't want to. but it seems like you've decided and I will abide by your choice.