Unsent Messages

God I really do love you. With every bone in my body. I wish I didn't and everytime I say that people question me but it's true. I can't tell you how much easier my life would be if I didn't love you. There is not a hour where you don't cross my mind. I just want you to be happy thats all I want. You make me so happy I just want to be that for you. I try so hard and I hope you know. The thousands upon thousands of times I've cried myself to sleep on your behalf is insermountable but in the end I think it will all be worth it. Thank you for expanding my taste in all areas on life. While trying to get into all of your favorites and interests I actually found myself in the precarious situation of liking most of them as well. We are literally the same person which is what makes this so hard. You remind me of myself in everything that you do. I would like to agree with you yes parents are always right. I love you so much always have and I always will. Whatever happens I know you will always be an important part of my life.