it scares me that i might never love anyone as much as i love you. when i think about anyone else they just can't compare to you. to the happiness you gave me, to the love i felt when we were first talking. i didn't wanna lose you. you mean the whole world to me and i just want what we had to come back somehow. i keep dwelling on it as if the more i get sad over it the more chance there is of everything going back but it won't. ill never see mac and cheese the same, ill never listen to that play list without thinking about you, ill never see anything the same because you were in every part of my life. i miss you.