Unsent Messages

I still think about you every day. I know you do the same. We don’t talk anymore but it’s made everything so much easier. Thank you for letting me go because I know I wouldn’t have walked away on my own. I don’t want you back, ever. You made me sad until I loved the shade of blue. I was scared of new commitments with other people. I realized someone else leaving like you did, was what scared me most. But I’ve accepted that. There’s an end to every beginning. So I’m not scared anymore. Thank you for helping me learn what I want and don’t want in my future relationships. Thank you for staying up on the phone with me late at night...when I was too scared to be by myself in the dark after a bad dream. Thank you for making me believe I was selfish and too much to handle. This is me letting you go..finally. I forgive you. Sometimes I can’t help but think we ended too quickly. Maybe one day we’ll run into each other and have our happy ending. Find a place to live together and do all the things we said we would. Or find our own people that are our own happy endings. I’m changing. I’ve changed. I still love you to the moon and back. That’s the only thing that has stayed the same.