we were such a mess, we won't ever work out, and idk if its because I care too much and I drive you away, I want us to be together forever but it just isn't healthy. Maybe in another life we were destined but what's meant will always come back or if it truly was would it have ever left ? all these unanswered questions but all I know is I will always be here for you, love you J but I'm letting go for the best once this is posted I won't be looking back.