Unsent Messages

Since I saw you, I felt a butterfly, but, I did not want to accept it, that's why I said that I liked your friend, but everything changes in December, it was when I accepted what I really felt for you, and I don't know, maybe it was my imagination but I felt That day you wanted to come closer and I did not open up bothered, after the holidays arrived, I really wanted to return to you as soon as possible. In February we went back to classes, it was beautiful to see you again, every time I got more nervous being by your side, then other small details came that excited me more. Once a friend told me that you do not suit me because you are a bit bad, but even so I only saw the good in you, in April I was thinking of taking some steps like talking to you or asking you for a pencil, an eraser or something like that, but April was not what I expected, in March I was forty and I couldn't see you anymore, it really made me feel bad, but it's not in my control. But then almost every day I dreamed of you and I was deluded by other people's myths. One day I met with family members who knew you and I began to tell more bad things about you, and this time ... They did not come out of my head, then I spoke to my friend again and it was the same and she told me that the best thing would be forget about you, and this time I agreed. Several days passed in which I tried not to think about you and well I managed it, but I still dream about you and it hurts me a lot because maybe all this is just the product of my imagination :(