you treat me like shit sometimes but its okay. i let it happen because im desperate to find love again and im desperate for this to work out. its not fair how you still get to talk to your ex and be all buddy buddy with her but when mine calls me out of the blue, you get upset with me. and then on top of that you get mad at me whenever i try to express my frustration with your ex. you say "she's still not over me" "its not her fault" "dont be mad at her" but its not that easy when youve been cheated and treated badly your whole life. its hard to build trust and i dont think thats something you understand about me yet. i dunno, its just annoying because i cant tell you this or youll get upset with me and itll start something. i have to keep it to myself.
