I think you were my first real love. I don't wanna say I loved you because I don't know if I did, and someone told me that if it were real love, then it wouldn't have ended. I know now that you didn't love me and maybe you didn't even care about me. This is gonna hurt for a really really long time and I know that and I've accepted it. the least you could do is talk to me. be there for me like you said you would. give me a reason to not regret what we had. give me some hope that you're not leaving my life for good. i know you are.