From: ABC
To: Chrissy
Date: January 7, 2021, 1:18 am
you're not my first love but yet, it felt as if you were. when we were together you made it feel as if no one else existed. i wanted to be with you for so fucking long and yet you broke my heart. you told me you that your mum wouldn't let us be together but yet, you got with another girl after we broke up. it hurts. so much. when you gave her my hoodie, i broke. that hoodie was my favourite one and you just gave it to her like it was nothing. i wish that i could've changed how we ended things. i wish your mum never found out about me. i just wish that i got a chance to kiss you before you left me.
did you know that everytime i think about you, my vision goes? that when i think of all the things we did, i don't see in front of my own face. i only see yours. i still have the letters and drawings and notes you gave to me. they hang up on my wall for me to look at.
but we were just kids. we didn't know what we were doing.
