i love you, i know you don't want to hear that from me, and i'm sorry, so you don't have to, but i want you to know how much i still love and care for you. you don't deserve what i did and i hope one day you can forgive me. i hope that one day i can fix what i broke, and that we can be close again, just like we were when we met. i'm sorry for everything, really. i would do anything to help you forgive me. i love you.