am i really supposed to wait for you for like 6 years if not longer? what is even the point in this if we are probably never going to happen. if we keep talking i’m just going to fall harder and harder, until the point where it’s so hard not to date you. i don’t know what to do. if i stop talking to you i will be heartbroken and if i keep talking to you i will be heartbroken so there is no winning. you have become one of my main sources of happiness and that’s not healthy. i need to let you go but i can’t