i don’t miss you as much anymore. i’m moving on and it feels so good. i’m finally gonna let go of you today. you used to say how you’d never leave me and that you’d never hurt me but it was so easy for you to do, why? no matter how much i miss you i won’t go back to you. i deserve better. i’m not gonna sit here and beg for the bare minimum. i’m so drained and tired. sometimes i miss u. but i miss who i thought you were. the old you. you’ve changed. not for the good. i wouldn’t go back and erase you from my life. you were a lesson. you taught me so many things and used to make me so happy and i slowly saw you fade and drift away i just didn’t wanna believe that it was happening. i tried my hardest for you. i tried to be better for you. but now i have to be better for myself. i hope u understand. pls don’t come back. you hurt me so much and you’ll never understand. i let my guard down for u and it was one of the stupidest mistakes ever. i actually trusted u and believed u when u said u weren’t gonna treat me like that and that i deserved better. i just wanted u to be better and u couldn’t. i’m so tired of being the second choice. u said i’d never be a second choice but now i’m not even one. one day i hope you’ll realize. but for now i have to let u go no matter how badly it hurts.