From: ABC
To: natalie
Date: December 1, 2020, 1:35 am
I think you don't love me anymore or I don't deserve you. I am jealous all the time, got mood swings. I'm just annoying. I think your friends are better for you than me. I feel like I'm not enough, like I am too stupid for you. You feel much better with J & S and I can see this. I see you are happier when you are texting or meeting with them. I'm just dumb bitch. Idk what can I add. It's stupid. I wish I was special but I am just fat, ugly, stupid and depressed shit. I'm not on your and yr friends level. I just I can't believe you really love me, I am not that person who somebody would fall for. I want to die so bad. I am fucking baggage for you, my mom, sister, grandparents. I can see they hate me. I am big dissapointment for them. I hate my life so bad, I hate myself. I think If you would leave me and find someone better it will be good for you, really. I am shit.
