From: ABC
To: Federico
Date: December 1, 2020, 1:09 am
hi, i don't really know why i'm writing this.
i don't think it's gonna make things any better.
in our love, there were so many things left unsaid.
i mainly wanted to say i'm genuinely sorry for breaking your heart.
i wasn't ready for love, and wasn't ready for you.
i did everything wrong.
i regret it. you truly didn't deserve that.
sometimes all i think about is you, late nights in the middle of summer.
it's kinda ironic. i told you i would never forget you, federico.
but sometimes i feel "our" memories fading - should i apologize for that too?
i just wish i could give you what you deserved and stop thinking about it.
it hurts, and it hurts so bad, holy fuck.
but it's okay. i think i can get over you.
i just hope i can forgive myself.
i don't want to forget you, but i'm not going to miss you either.
thank you.
and i'm sorry.