Unsent Messages

hello shae-lee, you aren’t my first love romantically but more as a friend way. ever since you got a girlfriend i know i don’t mean as much to you as i usually do, it hurts my feelings. maybe i’m too jealous and overthinking. i’ve known you for over a year, loved you for over a year. and all of a sudden this new girl comes along and i don’t really matter anymore. you try to message me, pity me to make me feel less bad about myself. i know what you’re doing. the only reason you come to my house anymore is to get away from your family. you blocked me on everything today and stopped talking to me. i thought you were going to kill yourself. i got so scared i was crying the hardest i’ve ever cried in my life. you spoke to abigail. then you were magically all better. i remember when i was the person you spoke to. i miss that. i miss you. i love you.