Unsent Messages

I’m sorry our relationship broke you. I’m sorry you hate yourself because you hurt me. I forgive you. I wish you could see the good I see in you. The hardest part of letting you go was that I had to, not because I wanted to. All the decisions I made were from my head, not my heart. I’ve been in love with you since I was 15 and I think I will love you forever. You are still the person I see myself waking up to for the rest of my life. I don’t think about all the shit that happened in the last two years. I think about when we were young, lying in bed at my beach house, listening to the ocean waves. I think about us in the waves with the sunset behind us. I don’t think about anything else. You mean the world to me. I think about you every hour of everyday. You’re the other half of me. I’m not whole anymore.