Unsent Messages

You're so disrespectful, you taking me calling you out on your shit as 'crazy' or 'controlling' I'm just reacting to your actions, you constantly hurt me but I love you so I stay, It's almost like you're trying to constantly upset me, then when I express me being upset you act irritated, why do you do this? It's the small lies, they build up in my head and make me doubt myself completely. I can't get my head around why you did what you did, it destroyed me, why would you cheat on someone you love you just don't do that, You spread lies about me, let your family and friends hate me when you were cheating the whole time, you were being so sneaky, I suspected something but you told me you loved me yet I wasn't the only one you were saying that to. The day I saw it myself I physically felt my heart hurt, you destroyed me yet I'm still with you