we were so close back in middle school i guess high school is when friends begin to split up, it sucked, everyone had their own shit going on but thats no excuse for me being an asshole. i loved you. i was glad we were so close i told you every thought which came to my mind. i don't know if we could ever be friends again we've changed so much but what happened has been blocked out of my memory making me think what harm could happen in trying again. i know you aren't a bad person i have forgiven you long ago. i'm sorry i put you through that just because i was put through it. sometimes i have something happen to me and want to tell you as well, ive never reached the level of closeness with someone as i have with you. you know what they say trios don't work out. but damn i really wish they did.