god, i tried I really did, i tried to ignore how I feel and get over you. but when I look at you I feel so much love and happiness, even now after we've broken up, when we hook up and you kiss me I can feel the butterflies and my heart jumps. whenever you call me handsome i acutally believe it, even after days of self hate. you make me feel amazing and I want you, I want you back and I want our future but you dont know what you want and god does that fucking hurt. but i'll stay and ill wait until you deicde, even if it means just being your fuck buddy until you move on because I really do love you, more then I have ever loved someone. I dont wanna lose you, I love you Francis.
