From: ABC
To: Dylar
Date: December 9, 2020, 7:43 am
I talked to you today and i should not have it made everything hit. i don’t want to be used i just want to be loved by someone. you make it seem like i’ve moved on from you and i know i haven’t but you said you doubt we’d happen ever again so i have to make myself move on. i don’t want to forget how you made me felt and how you made me feel so safe and okay when everything was going wrong. i don’t have that anymore. you told me you loved me today. i haven’t heard you say that in a long time. i’m losing myself and i don’t know how to find who i am again. i’m really tired of being here to be honest. i’m really tired of it all. you made me feel like maybe one day we’d work when you were okay and i was too. but i cant put false hopes in my head. i meant all the stuff i promised i still do. forever and always owl.